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Tell me Why - Nice Song

2011-05-17T12:59:00.000+08:00

Hakuna Matata

2011-05-15T20:55:00.005+08:00


Thumps UP !!! This play catched my full attention although i was damn tired on that night .

Hakuna Matata - There are no worries

We went for this good musical on 15 April 2011, very happy and very fun day. I was enjoy the moment with U all .

Thank you for giving me such a wonderful time.-Tiger, Boar, Tiger, Boar, Mouse, Bull, & Horse :)
funny nicknames given by Ms. Wild Boar ...

少了你；谢谢你。

2011-04-27T00:52:00.002+08:00

你的离开让我感到很失落。。。

你告诉我你很开心,你和他得到共识，你能马上开。。。但我却感觉到无助，彷徨。。

从我们的谈话，就知道这一天会来, 但从没想到会那么快，那么突然！！！

我有点措手不及，有一点不舍。。。这段时间说长不长，说短不短。。
我们常常在一起。。。在公司，上课，放学，加班，讨论。。我已经习惯这些日子。。

你的离开, 我少了一个良师益友。。。
再也没有人耐心的教我。。没有人向我讲解。。。加班时再也没人陪我说话。。

你的离开，我顿时失去工作的方向，找不到工作的满足感。。。
26\04\2011
今天，我拖着我自己，去公司上班。。时间过的好慢，我过的一点也不充实。。。
好久好久，待在公司好久。。
我好怕，我讨厌这样的工作环境。。。

但是我知道不可能回到之前，你有你的路要走，你也不属于这间公司。祝你前程似锦。。。
我会努力找回我的目标，也会记得你所教我的。。。

谢谢你！！！

Song that In my playlist ...

2011-03-27T23:28:00.001+08:00

任性一次可以吗？

2011-03-27T22:30:00.004+08:00

三月，
一个起伏不定的月份！！！
心情就如过山车一样，起起落落•••

好的，不好的。。。不开心的，和开心的，都发生在这个三月。。。
一个我向来都满喜欢的月份！！！

突然间会有很累很累的感觉，不知要如何继续，需要喘口气！！！
有时又会很开心，很期待！！！期待明天的到来^_^
矛盾的心情，让我不知该如何调适。。。

我该任性一次？随心所欲，不去理会后果？
还是什么都不做？不去想？听天由命？

希望透过这段笔记，记着这个月里所发生的事。
好的就让它陪伴我，支持着我。成为我的美好回忆。
不好的就让它过去，但不要忘记。成为我的人生经历。
美好的回忆和人生的经历都让我成长了。。。

谢谢你们。你们所教的我都会记着，也会努力的去实践。
我会记得的。

让我喘口气好吗？

2011-03-07T22:59:00.001+08:00

最近不知是否因为年龄的关系，而对生活感到很有压力！

常在想老大不小了，事业应该有所成就，
生活应该有了明确的方向。

但事与愿违。我的小船，还在海洋上漂浮不定。又碰到大风大浪，前路难行。。。

累了，累了，这次好像真的很累了。我需要依靠。让我靠。。。至少让我休息，喘喘气！！

我需要正能量来支持我，让我能勇敢的走下去！！！

2nd Mar 2011

2011-03-02T23:17:00.001+08:00

天天开心！！！
加油加油 !!!

在2011年生日的最后一小时里，祝愿自己能达成今年的愿望^_^

关于双鱼座的秘密~真真假假？？

2011-02-04T23:50:00.003+08:00

双鱼座不会随便爱上一个人.
双鱼座很容易被感动.
双鱼座很敏感，看似什么都不计较，不细心，其实是在包容你，所以会假装什么都不知道.
双鱼座吃软不吃硬，要知道双鱼座脾气很硬，不会允许别人的不信任和挑战.
双鱼座很重感情，只要是真心认定的朋友，都会真心对待.
双鱼座不开心的时候就会故意隐藏自己，只是想让自己显的更独立更坚强.
双鱼座害怕孤独.好想依赖人.却从来不曾真的去依赖，因为已习惯独立孤独.
双鱼座总是很任性和小孩子气的固执，即使是错，下次还是固执.
双鱼座很现实，最讨厌软弱拖拉的人，更讨厌自以为是的人.
双鱼座不习惯主动跟别人套近乎.
双鱼座有点懒，那是因为我认为那些事，都不需要费工夫浪费时间.
双鱼座显得冷漠，不易接近，自己也不会主动去接近别人.
双鱼座天生具有的第六感，总凭感觉认定着所有的人和事.
双鱼座很胆小又害怕失败，但表现出来都是强悍的一面.
双鱼座看似坚强，内心却会很容易受伤.
双鱼座即使遍体鳞伤，还是固执的假装一副无所谓，一个人躲到无人的角落里哭泣和自我安慰.
双鱼座前一秒哭泣，下一秒或者下一秒的下一秒仍然会微笑
双鱼座生气的事很快就会忘记，不记仇！
双鱼座记忆力时好时坏，有时候前一分钟放的东西后一分钟叫它找，它一定找不到，但有时候又会出奇的好，到现在它还记得
双鱼座别人对自己的好会铭记于心，有恩必报.

双鱼座很会流泪，但很少在人面前流泪，如果真的流泪了，就是真的忍不住了。双鱼座的人太会掩饰，即使受伤也会和朋友谈笑风生，似乎看不出双鱼的一点点忧伤.在人面前双鱼永远开朗，很活泼.

双鱼座却永远无法对自己公平

与双鱼座相处，你会发现很NICE，他的可亲，他的谈笑，很容易让你误认为和他“有戏唱"了，更有可能让你觉得他应该是极易追求到手的“猎物"。但是，双鱼的爱需要经历比较长的一段时间。双鱼会喜欢很多人，却很难爱上一个人，相比之下，他更喜欢细水长流的感情。要知道，双鱼的喜欢并不等于爱

双鱼也很懦弱，当面对一些自己觉得没有把握的事情时会很容易去选择逃避……

他们害怕寂寞，却在喧闹的空间里向往着寂寞。外表上开朗活泼，内心却经常顾影自怜。朋友很多，可更多的时候却还是一个人的孤单。

他们对生活总是感到无奈，想象着把现实变成心中的乌托邦，只是，似乎双鱼总是活在一种失望之中。因为他们的想象终太完美。

他们的性格看似温柔，却更倔强。生气的时候喜欢沉默，高兴的时候希望所有人都能分享。不喜欢依靠别人，向往着独立生活。双鱼是个古老复杂的星座，包含了太多的情绪，所以在情绪方面起伏非常的大，

所以说，他们是一个很难理解的星座，因为她的性格太多元化。他可以幽默，可以冷漠，可以柔弱，可以坚强，可以成熟，可以天真，可以精明，可以傻气。。。不要说他们是在装，其实，这才是真正的双鱼，一个集合了12星座所有性格的双鱼。

关于友情：鱼鱼们很容易相信一个人，尤其是朋友。他们可以为了友情做任何事情，因为他们最见不得朋友受委屈。这也是鱼的最傻之处，很多时候都是在被别人利用着，自己却傻傻的维护着所谓的友情。

关于生活：生活的艰辛总是让他们不停的挣扎，不想落在别人的后面，却在很多时候觉得自己力不从心。一个疲于奔波和无奈于社会的星座

性情温柔，易于相处，你的身上有一种令人难以抵御的奇异的魅力。这是一个浪漫而富于幻想的人，对生活充满热望，但缺乏应变的能力，因此，你十分需要有人保护。你喜欢别人把一切都替你安排就序。这一星座的女性多半象天真可爱的孩子，希望自己是丈夫的掌上明珠。

在激动人心的大事面前，或令人沮丧的情况下，你的情绪变化并不很激烈，相反，会趋于平稳和冷静。你的性格比较脆弱，有些反复无常。别人很容易用感情融化你，使其听凭别人的支配。你需要学会说"不"字，这是你最好的自卫方法，然而，这对你又是何其难也！

你的一生是充满想象和富有强烈精神追求色彩的一生。内心中经常映现出五彩缤纷的幻想，但你还是会热情、真诚地投入你的怀抱。你忠于爱情、并愿意为爱情而献身。你的爱情生活充满神秘色彩，或者全然听天由命

双鱼座是可说是集中了十二星座所有的优点和缺点于一体，而且也可以由代表双鱼座的两条游向相反的鱼所象征中，知道这是多重矛盾的一个星座；加上水煞星座的情绪化，可想而知双鱼座的人是多么复杂

如果说天蝎座是最记仇的星座，那么双鱼座可算是最记“愁”的星座。神经质、健忘、多愁善感、想像丰富、自欺欺人等等都是双鱼座的形像词，

不过双鱼座最大的优点是他有一颗善良的心，他最喜欢帮助人，愿意牺牲自己而为别人，不过不要以为他很伟大，其实只是他藉着帮助别人而突出自己的肯定价值，可见他们多么没有信心。由于没有信心，经常为自己制造借口去逃避，许多时他明知故犯，皆因他爱自欺欺人

更重要的是，双鱼座女子的女人味，绝对不只是外表的假象，她连骨子里都彻底是个女人。在十二个星座的女子当中，双鱼座的女人是最没有统御男人欲望的。她总是用那双温柔的眼睛看着你，很认真的听你说话。不管你是在讲道理、还是在吹牛，她都不会泼你冷水，而且她的情绪也随着你的喜怒哀乐而起伏。

双鱼座的女子通常会让她的男人充满信心。她可以时时让你感觉到—欣赏你，信赖你，需要你。她愿意事事以你为主，她甘心依靠在你身边，受你的保护。这么可爱的女人，你说，会有哪个男人不喜欢呢？

双鱼座女性缺点的

第一，　双鱼座的女孩很爱幻想，不够实际。有时侯她会为人生画下理想蓝图，因而觉得生命充满希望，雀跃不已。她的情绪常因为一点点风吹草动而起了变化。朋友的遭遇、悲伤的电影，甚至于她的幻想，都可能是影响她情绪的原因。

第二，　双鱼座的女人很缺乏自信，即使她拥有了那么多的优点，她仍然经常地觉得自己不够好。她可能觉得自己不够坚强，不够有上进心，不够能干。她总是愈想愈担心，愈沮丧。因此，她非常需要你给她鼓励和安慰。

假如这两年她们买了一幢新房子，在经过了两次贷款付不出来，临时东借西凑的教训之后，她强迫自己减少逛街的频率。还有，停止使用信用卡。这么“方便”的东西太不适合她了。当然，这样的决心是有一点令她沮丧的。

其实，多数的双鱼座女子都很愿意在婚后做个快乐的家庭主妇（当然“少奶奶”会更理想），在社会上与男人一争长短的双鱼座“女强人”实在少之又少。偶尔你或许会看到一两个表面看来冷漠干练的双鱼座职业妇女，但那纯粹极度害怕受伤所作的伪装。因为，没有任何女人会比双鱼座的女人更需要被男人拥有和保护了。

至于我们刚才所提到，她们个性上的一些缺点，其实都是“多一点爱”“多一点关怀”就可以解决的问题。不要在你心情不好的时侯，对她大吼大叫，不要对于她的情绪视若无睹

她快乐的侯像只活泼的小白兔，忧伤的时刻又像是受了惊吓的鹿。总是让人觉得应该要多疼爱她一点。

两条向两个方向游走的鱼，带给了鱼鱼们双重的性格。爱和友情，占据了他们生命的太多位置。所以，如果你有双鱼的朋友，请珍惜他，因为他是你值得珍惜的朋友。

一篇从网络上copy的分析...

Review for the year 2010

2010-12-31T22:47:00.000+08:00

Footprints :

Jan : -
Feb : LJMU　Ｃｏｎｖｏ. Finally got my degree after a 3 years break .

Mar : -
April : -
Ｍａｙ : Tioman Trip - Sea Sick @@ , Damaged my ck watch , my 21st years old present gone.~_~
June : -
July : -
August : -
Sep: Super hurt... Bobo left me. T_T

Oct : My Bro's wedding . And my Tokyo Trip : )

Mount Fuji (富士山)

Nov : Attented short course regarding technical analysis on the futures trading ~ good experience
Dec :1. New Boss on board, more discussions , more ideas & more works. *_*
2. Christmas present ~ Pampering myself with an APPLE !!!

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Year 2010, pampering myself with :

Canon EOS 550D bought in Tokyo

AgnesB bags - bought during Japan trip also...

An apple a day keeps the doctor away ~__~

错了吗？

2010-12-31T02:27:00.095+08:00

2010年上班的最后一天，我尽然得罪了新老板。。。真的是我错了吗？？？

不管对与错。。。我都向他认错了• • •
＂sorry _ _ , I didn't mean to take those notes from your desk. Just that I am affraid someone else will know the password. Have an early night and happy new year. "
... SMS him at 2010 Dec 30 11.35pm ...

故事是这样开始的•••
昨天大老板要我把online trading account的 user ID 和password给他。让他能熟悉那个platform.我就分别写在两张post it 交了给他。但今天尽然同时间在他的桌上发现了那两张重要的post it，而他的人也离开了座位。。。犹豫了很久,在考虑该怎做？大老板的秘书也发现了。。。我们决定把post it拿走。。。而我就那个拿的人。。祸就是这样闯的。。。
在拿走之后，他很快就回来了。。。而且马上就开始找＂东西。很快，我就把 post it 交还给他。他看了一眼，就说“U TOOK IT FROM MY DESK?"我看了看环境，有好多同事，就没有回答点点头，尴尬的笑了笑。。。

我没回答他是因为，同事们都在，不想渲染这事...
1）不想让同事误会我不信任他们。
user ID 和password 并不是件大不了的事。大家是”一家人“
2）要我说你太粗心？把重要的user ID 和password ，乱放？？？
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听取了各方意见。。。心情更是跌落谷底。。。
1。为什么不直接跟他说？怕user ID 和password 被人盗用。
2。为什么不说它掉在地上，是检到的。
3。为什么去动它？应改用张纸盖起来。。。为什么这样笨？不用脑？
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我不想违背我心里的话，它不是掉在地上的。。。我承认我不够圆滑，一时间没想到拿张纸把它盖起来。。。：（

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圆滑 ...

所以我改了我最初，我写的短讯。。。
＂sorry _ _ , I didn't mean to take those notes from your desk. Just that, i think it is not too nice to explose the password to others .

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都怪自己贪玩。一下班就顾着玩。。。把道歉的事抛到脑后。。。（可能我直觉告诉我。我没错，错不在我，错的源头不是
我）。。。。直到晚上十一点才想起，才知道要道歉。（道歉是因为我不应该碰他的东西。。。。。）老姐说：“绝对不要得罪上司，不然日子会很难过”。。。而且他是一个公认超小气的男人。。。所以还是乖乖道歉...

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2010 Dec 30 11.35pm 寄出的短讯，短讯报告证明他马上收到。。。但等到现在2010 Dec 31 02.23am ，他都还没有回
复。。。一个有留意美国股市的人，睡觉了吗？今天有球赛吗？他在看球吗？？还不回短讯。。。

小气的男人 ...

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可能我真的错了。。。而且错的很严重。。。出了社会那么久，还是学不会处事圆滑，面面俱到。灵牙利齿。。。
可是我却喜欢跟着我的心走。。。这真的错了吗？？？

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2010 Dec 31 12.05pm 收到他的短讯。"Nothing to sorry about !!! Happy new year !

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终于战争结束。管他真心还是假意。至少表面风平浪静。。。希望以后我们＇河水不犯井水 ' ^_^

Winter Solstice 2010

2010-12-22T23:38:00.001+08:00

A winter solstice without BoBo...This festival doesn't look complete to me.

To Bobo:
It has been 3 months time, since u left us.
How have u been?
I miss u So much .

My wound is healing, i used 3 months to adapt myself with the environment without u.

Keep Going. Keep Going. Is not too Hard !!!

2010-11-23T21:48:00.000+08:00

波波我们爱你,你一路好走...

2010-09-29T11:47:00.001+08:00

时间过的很快。我的宝贝波波已经走了一个礼拜。还记得不久前，我还抱着你，抱着你好久好久。。。就怕你会不辞而别。在我不在家时，永远的离开我。让我来不及跟你说宝贝再见，你一路好走。。。

今年的中秋过得有点冷。。。波波在中秋病危, 隔天中午病逝。。它无法等到我回家。它无力遵守我俩的约定没有办法陪我度过接下来的周末。。。波波你还来不及跟我们一起在十月十号拍全家福。。。

那一天，当我知道你病危，我的脑袋全部都是你。。。坐在电视前，但心里想着的就是你。。从你来到我们家的第一天到你生病的每一幕，都一直在我出现在我脑海。。。泪水就一直留，心中藏着希望，希望你能平安的度过这一关。。。但这一次，奇迹没有发生。。。你真的离开了，离开了我门，离开了你待了十年的家。。。从此以后，你的世界没有敏敏了，姐姐再也不能保护你了。。。

在星期四咽下最后一口气。我赶回来送你。。。一路上，脑袋空空，精神无法集中，只知道快快赶回家，波波，不能等太久。拜托，天色不要酱快暗，我们还要埋葬波波。。。拜托，苍蝇远离波波。。。

波波，你知道吗。。。妈妈和姐姐很想你。希望你在另一个世界，也可以得到很好的照顾。。。

波波，你知道吗。。。虽然，我们不能在一起生活了，但你要记得我们爱你。。。

波波你一路好走。。。6月2000年至 23 日9月2010年

Bobo .. We all Love You ...

2010-09-24T00:10:00.002+08:00

June 2000 to 23 Sep 2010 2.15pm

Bobo ...

We love you ... You will always in our heart ...
May you rest in peace ...

June 2000 to 23 Sep 2010 2.15pm

Heart plantation

2010-04-10T11:54:00.002+08:00

To me
Life is just like from
Monday to Sunday ...
Look forward to friday
Friday i will start to pray for time not moving too fast
I feel frustrated about my life!!!
But I was told that this is life.
Not too bad , at least there is a thing to look forward to,
It is terrible if there is no hope.

My immediate reaction is
Let me every day looking forward to tomorrow

How to make my story becomes exciting???
Wonderful life

Should nurture the "seed of hope" ,wait for germination, and take care of it!!!

So do not hesitate to,
Plant the tree that U desire today.

对我来说
日子就是每天从
周一至周日...
星期一就开始倒计时到星期五
而周五开始想周一不要来太快。
我对我的生活方式感到沮丧!!!

但有人告诉我,这是的生命。
不算太差，至少还有期待...等于有希望。
人没有希望。才是可怕的.

我的即时反应是
那我希望每天都有令我期待的事.
让我每天都期待明天

该怎办, 才能让我的故事变得精彩???

渴望精彩人生
就应该种"希望种子"培育它,等待发芽,照顾它!!!

不要再犹豫
今天就种自己渴望的树吧!!!

Do and Don't

2010-04-02T14:13:00.004+08:00

Should I wait? Or do something ...
I miss the good stuff?
Is my destiny or I created it?
Should i blame myself ?

God , please hint me.
If after this week, is still the same ..
I think I got the hint from U ..

I know, I will re-set, relax ..and ready to move on.

我应该等待？或该做些事...
我错过了好东西？
是我的命运或是我造成的呢？
我该责怪自己？

上帝，请暗示我。
如果在这一星期后,还是一样..
我想我得到暗示 ..

我知道是时候，我将重新设置，放松..做好准备继续前进。

Messy March 2010 :(

2010-04-01T00:51:00.013+08:00

Messy, messy, messy... was the only description for my March 2010. Problems around me, and should be solved by long ago but remain unchange, still troubling me ...Gonna carried forward to next month.

I don't know when the knots will be untied ? I wish i will be able to laugh from the bottom of my heart .
I really don't know how to untie the knots . These knots really burden me . Keep on thinking of this and that ...( If at that point of time, my reaction changed, will the result become more favourable??? Did i really make the wrong decision ) ??? I hope for those who saw this post, pls don't ask me anything . Let me have a space for myself . Reason to write this post is just to let it go ... Let it fly ... trying hard !!!

Happy, Happy... So easy to pronounce and spell it but not easy to apply it to our life .

April, may u be a cheerful month .

乱乱乱...一团乱...是我2010 3月身边唯一的形容词...问题围绕...早该解决，但依旧保持不变，仍然困扰着我...要拖到下个月。

我不知道该如何解开这些烦恼？我真的希望我能从心底笑出来。
我不知道该如何解开...这些烦恼造成我的负担。常想着,（如果在那个时候，我的反应改变，结果会不会有变?变得更有利于我??? 或是, 我真的做出错误的决定）？我希望那些看了这篇邮件的朋友，请不要问我些什么。请让我保留一点空间...写这邮件只是为了让它去...让它飞...我在努力！

幸福，快乐...那么容易拼写，但是它不容易运用到我们的生活。

4月，希望是一个幸福快乐又充实的月份。

02 Mar 2010

2010-03-03T22:36:00.086+08:00

I hated to say i am
26 ... 26 ... 26 ... 26 years old ... T_T
If average life span of a human being is 75 years, then i already used up of 1/3 of my life ...

According to research, human life is divided into three phases ...

Early stage 0 - 25 years old
The most pleasant time, at this time, parents loved their children. Its main responsibility will be to research studies in order to further enhance their skills, make useful people. ... For the state contribution .

Medium stage 26 - 50 years old
Hard work ... At this stage will face problems and challenges and must overcome all difficulties for the achievements in term of career , assets , bla bla bla ...

Last stage 51 - 75 years old
In the retirement stage , no more energy to fight ...no struggle, relaxed style to fit the stage... it is time to enjoy the fruits of labor after so many years ...

Ooops, 26 years old ... should I work hard and fight time ...

Jia you loh !!!

我拒绝接受我
26 ... 26 ... 26 ... 26岁的事实 T_T
如果一个人平均寿命为75岁，那我已经用了1 / 3 的生命
.
据研究，人的一生分成3阶段...
早期0 - 25岁

最愉快的时光, 在这个时候，父母将宠爱自己的孩子。其主要职责将是研究进修，以便进一步提高自己的技能, 做有用的人. 为国家贡献...

中等阶段26 - 50岁

辛劳...在这一阶段将面临问题和挑战，必须为长远的职业生涯取得的成就而战斗,好比,资产，事业等等..所以，必须克服一切困难，以便进入甜蜜的晚年生活...

最后阶段，51 - 75岁

在退休阶段，没有更多的精力去争取...没有斗争, 轻松作风将合适的舞台...是时候享受经过这么多年的劳动成果...

Ooops，26岁...是我应该努力工作和作战时候...

努力加油!!!

Ljmu Convo - 28 Feb 2010

2010-03-02T10:55:00.003+08:00

Memories

2010-02-25T11:47:00.000+08:00

2005 - 2010
Now only i realised how forgetfully is a human being ... It used to be verry important and cared alot about it, but when already let go the thing, it become meaningless ...After a long period of time, u will totally erased it from ur memories ... U will never care about it .....

Until one fine day, the memories box being opened, then can remember the thing ...The memories flashed back ...

Happy , Sad , Sweet and Sour ... Part of my story .

S'pore Chapter - Fight or Fright

2010-01-30T09:30:00.013+08:00

Fight or Fright ...

How to choose ???

S'pore Chapter - The Tip of Borneo VS John' O Groats & Land's End

2010-01-16T02:52:00.003+08:00

天涯海角
Edges of the heaven, corners of the sea

Based on a fast research online, i know that in this world there are at least 3 places name as 天涯海角 ( meaning the edges of heaven, corners of sea).

1.Great Britain - John' O Groats & Land's End

I think this place should be the most popular among the others . Due to a 1996 Hong Kong film, acted by Kelly Chan & Takeshi Kaneshiro and Michael Wong. A breath-taking scenery plus famous star, for sure will add value to the place .
In July 2009, i missed up the chance to visit John'O Groats. Luckily, i managed to grab chance to Land's End . Haha , my Edges of the heaven, corners of the sea, is not complete . I only have the memories of the later part . I told myself , i am still young, for sure i will have the chance to complete the story .

2.Malaysia, Sabah - The Tip of Borneo

I got to know this place because of a Hong Kong TVB Drama - Born Rich . This dramatic headland is situated in the northern-most tip of BORNEO, the third largest island in the world, after Greenland and New Guinea.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tanjung_Simpang_Mengayau

Wow as a malaysian, i am so happy that Malaysia have our own 天涯海角 (Edges of the heaven, corners of the sea ). Not only of that, Sabah is much more nearer to me as compare to UK .

3. China, Hainan- SanyaCity

A famous seaside tourist area, 24 km and is located in the west of Sanya city. (http://baike.baidu.com/view/4422.htm

http://www.tourunion.com/UUFile/Pic/200681144265104_b.JPG

天涯海角

Edges of the heaven, corners of the sea
From 3 different countries, for sure will bring different feeling to visitors. But i do believe, the feeling must be a good feeling that will bring good mood .

S'pore Chapter - Beautiful year 2010

2010-01-01T11:14:00.002+08:00

Welcome.. the first day of year 2010.

Looking forward for a fruitful year and beautiful life .

Where there's a will, there's a way.

Bobo-my pet, my friend :(

2009-12-23T01:32:00.009+08:00

10 years, is a long period or short period ???
10 years, many stories may be created during the period .

For our dog - Bobo
Almost 10 years, we spent our time with U. But starting 2008, ur health had deteriorated. Especially in Sept 08, when mum away from home for three days. I failed to take good care of u . U suffered from diabetics and ended up affected ur vision. i felt so bad ...We brought u to vet , nothing much can be done there. Luckily, we tried on chinese herbs, u look better after CTM .

22/12/09 8.00 am
But today i was woke up by mum, because u are in bad condition . Urine was all around u, and u are too weak to stand up . just laying on the floor ...we quickly cleaned u up. We are so sad to see u in such condition .

After few attempt , u finally can stand up again ,and walk to ur favourite place - kitchen to have ur breakfast .. We know that ur legs cant really support ur body already. That's why u faced difficulties when wanna get up to walk around . We know u are not young anymore . We know that ur health is not as good as before . But, we hate to admit all the facts .

Bobo, pls get well soon,
so that u can continue to enjoy your favourite food
Bobo , jie jie will stop thinking of beef and steak so, pls get well soon ...

Countdown to 2010 :)

2009-12-21T00:30:00.007+08:00

Time to say goodbye Year 2009 .

Year 2009, Time flies during this year ....Let's recap the story ...

1.. Feb - New achievement in my job, explore to new field .
2. May - Left Malaysia to Liverpool for my Degree.
3. Sept - Completed my studies and came back Malaysia .
4. Oct - Faced setback in my new task, suffered for few months. Give up ? i ever think of that. But, run away is the behavoiur of a loser . So, i choosed to continue my work, althought i am not verry happy with the outcome but at least i proved to myself , i am not a loser at this round . i will work harder for better result .

Too many things happend to me during this year . The stories will be part of my memories . Let's hope for a better year .
YEAR 2010

I plan to pursue my happiness in 2010. Happiness will be the goal of my life forever .
Other than that , i wish to have a white christmas in 2010 . The best will be switching job to those company bsed in foreign country ... izzit possible ??? Start to plan during 2010 , and hopefully my wish able to come true in 2011 .

Life

2009-12-11T18:00:00.003+08:00

Can someone lead me to where i supposed to be???

I realized my days is not as interesting as it was ...

I spend everyday repeating the same routine ...

Oh my god, nothing can attract my focus ...

How to change this kind of lifestyle???

I want to challenge it, and pursue my happiness...

Happiness is an emotional or affective state that is characterized by feelings of enjoyment and satisfaction.

Europe Trip @ Day 3 - Day 8

2009-11-27T15:55:00.004+08:00

Day 3 -New Swan Castle @ Germany...

Day 4 - Switzerland @ Mt Titlis ...

A place with nice scenery which i really enjoyed the time i spent there .

Ice Kacang ???

Haha

Day 5 - Switzerland @ Laukerbad & Geneva

I do not know the reason why i like this tree?!!

Maybe be

It gave a special feeling to me .

A broken chair, we must treasure what we have .

Do try our best to help those who need it ...

RAINBOW

...A picture taken by me ...

Day 6 - France @ Paris ...

Paris another city that i like ...

Eiffel Tower Day View

WOW !!!

...A place that remind me my childhood ...

Disney Village

Day 7 - France @ Paris

...Eiffel Tower ...

Night view of Paris, taken from 2nd level of Eiffel Tower

Photo courtesy from Ms.JoJo Tan

Day 8 - On the way back to United Kingdom

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Finally i managed to upload these photos into my Europe Chapter. Since i already jot down the details of the whole trip, i can consider my Europe and UK Chapter completed, that ended up my 2009 Liverpool Story . From now on , i will only update my current story, as my life must move on to explore new things . And i should not keep on thinking of my memories in UK .

2 and a half months for me to sort out my mind . And now i am ready to welcome the new story in my life .

Europe Trip @ Day 2

2009-10-31T15:58:00.002+08:00

...Luxembourg ...

Day 2 of my Europe trip , finally meet my Liverpool gang in the town. I am happy to see u all .After a short gathering, we had to separate our way to different destination ... Bye, let's look forward to the gathering in Malaysia.

...Tier...

Karl Max House

...Petti France ...

Challenge of growing up

2009-10-21T22:40:00.012+08:00

Oct 21, 2009 Stuffy ...

A grey day to me, i am at the top level of stress(going to burst soon). Recently, i feel that myself just like a whipping top, keep on spinning, without direction, do not know where i am heading to, can i see my future ... Oh my god, i hate this kind of life style.

I am wondering is it because i used up my quota of happiness for this year during my UK trip???

Wrong, Wrong, Wrong ... i should not have negative thinking, i must get rid of it ... Law of attration does not work in this way .

I must have positive thinking. I strike for the best... What i face right now just a challenge to me, definitely i will be able to pass it, everything gonna be okay. Remember, after break out challeges, i will become stronger .

Challeges do not hurt me, but a path to growth which add value to my experience

... Rainbow only appear after Rain ...

" 蝴蝶在蛻變為美麗的成蝶之前

必須經歷一段艱辛的成長過程 "

Few days ago, i read this quote. I can not remember where i got it. But it does applied to my current situation . Does it a hint from god ?!!
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My Days in UK & Europe ...

2009-10-15T20:55:00.019+08:00

13.10.2009

2009-10-12T23:52:00.012+08:00

12 Oct 2009 Sunny

Time flies ...It had been one month since i came back Malaysia from Liverpool . Let's review my achievement during this one month ...

1) ...e_mian's home ...

A collection of my feeling that include sour, sweet, bitter, spicy ...i hate tasteless life ...i want to remember every important moments in my life ...I believe life's challenges will contribute to my future ...It will not paralyze me. The happy moments can encourage, and lead me to my goals ....

2) ...Work ...

Back to office ,struggle for the new task meanwhile i also need to act like a sponge,to absorb as much as knowledge as i can ...

3)...Mid Autumn Festival...

I repeated my childhood game, I hanged lanterns around my house... I hoped that the lanterns might brightern up my life .

Europe Trip @ Day 1

2009-10-07T12:09:00.002+08:00

...Trip...
After my LJMU Summer course, i decided to give myself a chance to explore Europe countries. Due to the constrain on my flight ticket, I could not join my Liverpool gang for 14 days Europe tour :(

I ended up to sign in a shorter tour package with another gang of friends met in UK.

...05 Sep 2009...

The first day of my Europe trip, I need to be in London Euston station at 7.30am. I woke up 5am to get myself ready to Euston.

TOoooo many luggages for me to carry all the ways from Liverpool to Manchester Airport during these11 days. Luckily I have my friends to help me. I like to take this opportunity to show my gratefulness to those who had carried my luggage for me. Thank you Mayyi, Orange, Jack, and Jacob….

From Euston to Dover took about 2 and a half hour journey. From there we continued our journey by ferry to Calais port. I suffered seasickness for the whole ferry ride… Finally, I obtained my 1st Europe custom chop at Dover port ;)
(haha, all the foot passengers like me , only managed to get one custom chop for the whole trip) …

...Belgium...

We reached our 1st destination at 5pm. We only managed to stay at the Atomiun about half an hour. After that, we got to move on to town of Brussels. Haha , here I come , Manneken Pis , the urinate kid

But after I reached the town, I run into our coursemate(Dust & A Chow) I thought I able to meet my Liverpool gang. From that moment, I searched high and low to find you all. But, I was disappointed; I could not meet you all. Maybe I stepped on the floor that u all just passed thru, maybe, maybe … there was thousand of maybe in my mind … Until 7pm, I could not meet my friends. Bye my Liverpool gang ….

Meanwhile, I searched for my gangs in the town, I tried on the famous Belgium waffles. Wow!!! Super delicious, it is really appetizing… until now, I still remembered how yummy it was…

After dinner at Brussels, we left Brussels and move to our hotel situated at Namur.

To be continued ...

Happy Day with Liverpool Gang

2009-09-29T17:44:00.008+08:00

SWEET MEMORIES ...

GONE BUT NOT FORGOTTEN

Be Brave , get ready to move on to the new journey of life !!!

P/s : Due to the technical error on yesterday (28/09/09) , this page gone ... Now it is back .. haha . welcome back .. My happy day !!!

Cutting Hair for New Starting Point

2009-09-28T10:51:00.007+08:00

Sept 20 09 Sunny ...

A beautiful day(20 09 2009) . I made up my mind to have a new appearance . I wanna cut my hair short ..Being autumm, it seemed a good time to lose a few locks , like the trees are losing their leaves.

A new hair style, a new feeling , prepare myself to a new stage of life !!!

From long to short , just in a minutes time ... After my confirmation , the hair stylist straight away cut off my long hair ... No more consideration on rebording or perm ...

After 4 hours, i step out from the saloon with my new hair style ,and my new hope ... looking forward to the stage of my life . Happy !!!

Before

After

Be Brave to the new journey !!!

2009-09-27T01:09:00.009+08:00

...22nd September 2009...
An important day to me because :
A new starting point for me ...My first day of return to office after a 4 months break ...Happy to see my dear colleagues , BUT uneazy about the uncertainties in my position ..i looked forward to the challenges in my job scope, and prayed that i am capable to handle the new tasks that are going to be assigned ...

An important quote to me :
Promise me, U will always remember :

U are braver than u believe.

U are stronger than u seem.
U are smarter than u think.

Thanks my friend who always encouraged me with this quote .

95 days in Liverpool

2009-09-25T16:48:00.013+08:00

From Lonely to Happy !!!

Thanks my friends in Liverpool...
I enjoyed those days ...

U meet ppl who forget u , U forget ppl u meet .

But sometimes u meet those ppl u can't forget

Those are ur .....F R I E N D S .......